...does anyone have a copy of either MS or GE that I may have sent out (eiter as PDF or word/doc/openoffice) format?
...I sort of need to replace most of my files. I've got MF & MH (and the first 15k of the young!Stef book), I've got dribs and drabs of other scenes sitting in out sent box and whatnot, but I don't think I actually have a full copy of MS anywhere else (Yes. My fault. I've already beat myself up for this.)
My computer...borked and they ************** **** ****************** ******ing formatted my drive without a data recovery. I've lost a...lot of stuff, but I'm trying to be chill, and just take stock of what I need to get to be back up and running.
On top of that, I've just basically been having a really shit week for reasons I'd rather not get into on the internets, and feeling really, really uninspired. I've been at the novella, but that's just in my notebook, haven't actually had the motivation to sit and type anything up (doesn't help that my computer was at the shop for a week, and it's not as easy to type on other people's computers).
I came close to quitting last night, just everything was piled up and I'd just had the aforementioned horrible week and I just wanted to toss it all away and not bother to write anymore (yeah, yeah, you've heard this all before, doesn't mean I didn't feel that way). But saying something like that is pointless because no matter how much I can say I'm quitting, and GIVING IT UP FOREVER and emoemoemoangstbullshit, I always come back. Sometimes it takes weeks (once it took eight months), but I always come back and write. And I'll always come back and write MV, I...just don't want to write anything else, so it's not like I'd give this up, then turn around and start working on some swords-and-sorcery thing. If I'm writing, I'm writing Stef, cookies, suits and guns. Or...Mags, Taylor, sexytime and guns. :P You know what I mean.
I wanted GE to be one big book, but I think I may end up splitting it in two. Maybe just stumble through to the midway point, then actually take an official hiatus or something, it wouldn't be complete, it'd be like the end of MF or MH, as in, you know there's a lot more to come, it's a cliffhanger in certain respects, but at the same time, it's resolved to the poin where you can stand to wait a little bit.
I think this may actually be the most words I've put into one thing in ages.
So yeah...would you like two Mags books instead of one? Or would you just be happy with knowing it's halfway through and you'll get the second half in X amount of time? It's sort of semantics, but important in this case. Or not. Sometimes it's the little things that count.